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Sat, May. 20th, 2006, 01:47 am
Obsession.

I'm obsessing over someone I don't even know. As a matter of fact, I don't even think we will ever meet again unless by some chance, our paths cross once more. It's getting to be irritating....causing me to hardly eat, have trouble falling asleep, and just pay attention to what I'm doing in general. I hope it's something that will be forgotten as soon as my attention can be caught by another amazingly fair lady. But those eyes! That stare! Never had a stare had that kind of effect on me. I keep replaying it over and over in my head and the memory of it continues to send chills down my spine...good chills though...more like butterflies in my tummy. That's it...mariposas! I want so bad to let it be a forgotten memory but fear that it will haunt me for a long time. I hate this feeling!

Sat, May. 20th, 2006 01:11 pm (UTC)
kellymarie9784

That is beautiful, though. You shouldn't let yourself forget it!

There is a poem by I think Jimenez that says that he passes by a woman he does not know and falls in love with her in one glance. She looks at him and he is comforted by the fact that she saw him and he bacame a part of her thoughts. I wish I knew the name of the poem...it was so long ago that I read it. But anyway, this post reminded me of it.

If you two don't meet again, at least you will have that memory of her and you will likely meet someone else who makes you feel the same way.

P.S. I'm glad that you're posting on livejournal again.

Tue, May. 23rd, 2006 04:47 pm (UTC)
msmartiney

intriguing...

you should come out to her